I’ve been trying hard to keep things upbeat here since I saw that when I got down and bitched about something the crickets came out and the silence was deafening. There are so many thoughts swirling through my head right now and I haven’t been able to pin them down to form coherent thoughts or at the very least complete posts. So this is going to be one of those Blog salad randomness posts.

**I’ve been in a major funk lately. There are always things that go on behind the scenes of blogs that you don’t put out there for the whole world to see and that’s the case here just like it is with anyone else. Some of those things are getting to me. Seriously getting to me. To the point that I’ve wondered if I took the blog down would anyone notice? Would anyone care? Not that it’s something I’m going to do just random thoughts I’ve had lately.

**Lori at A Cowboy’s wife posted this week about Cliques. And I see it…all the time I saw it in High school…in college and after that. Even in the pagan classes I took (yes there are classes like that) Much like back then I keep to myself and don’t say much. I read twitter all day long and rarely say anything because I don’t feel like what I have to say is as interesting as everyone else. There are people in the blogsphere that I used to look up to and now avoid which is sad. Hey I’m not one of the cool kids but some of the cool kids talk to me sometimes.

**Have you ever gotten to the point with something that you felt guilty about it even though you shouldn’t because it’s not something you can control. Yeah that’s me lately. All with the guilt and none of the control. (Too many years of Catholicism maybe?)

**Thanksgiving is fast approaching. Feel like this year has just flown by. The next two months are going to be a whirlwind. Is it 2009 yet?

**We found out Chickens don’t bounce this week. I won’t go into all the gory details. Just know it involved a Tyson’s truck transporting live chickens. An escapee chicken and the car behind me (Thankfully I missed it). It all culminated with a very fascinated six year old boy. And me swearing not to eat Chicken for a little while.

**I got a few thing in the mail today to start up my review blog with kinda excited about that. Even some stuff for a giveaway or two!!

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